How Should I Feel…

When I see all of these posts by people talking about just starting school now or in the last week or so, considering that I’ve been in my second year med school since late July (without a break from working during the summer at that)? Or when considering the amount of others that are currently working now or have had early starts of school as well? :3

It’s nothing too serious, but looking at it form my perspective, these are lucky people. Don’t worry so much, since with time management, you can fit anything into what you want. Or so I keep telling myself this. :P

Lecture frequently and carry a big stick.

And yet I feel like I should be more jealous/angry than I am. Shikieiki can do that for me. The anger I mean.

By TheBigN

17 Responses to “How Should I Feel…”


  1. 1 adaywithoutme September 2, 2008 at 7:52 pm

    In my defense, I’m both a. back in school, and b. back under the jurisdiction of the military by the very nature of my being back in school. 5:45 a.m. wake-up, uguu~

  2. 2 Ryan A September 2, 2008 at 8:03 pm

    /me hugs N
    I think you are one of few or none currently with a aniblog+med school mix. Fight O Soldier!

  3. 3 Hoshi September 2, 2008 at 9:15 pm

    you’re smarter than the most of us. that’s why you can balance your life out way better ;]

    unlike me >.> only cause half the time i’m studying hardcore, and half the time i’m hanging out with friends, almost no alone time.

  4. 4 mellow_bunny September 2, 2008 at 9:39 pm

    Hmmm study.. it’s such a remote alien concept. I don’t know how you guys manage blogging/anime/school. It must be extremely taxing on the mind.

    I work and blog.. and I don’t even do that much blogging at the moment. I seem to spend a lot of my time playing with web things. But anywho GANBATTE YOU GUYS!

  5. 5 Hynavian September 2, 2008 at 11:29 pm

    Ya, school is busy but with good time management, almost everything is possible. Just hang in there and persevere to the end. :)

  6. 6 Panther September 3, 2008 at 12:44 am

    I wish I had school. Distance learning just is not cutting it. :(

  7. 7 nomadotto September 3, 2008 at 1:46 am

    To make sure we have the maximum amount of DRAMA, I should note that classes don’t start for me until 3 weeks from now. On the other hand, I have the dread Quals coming up, so it might balance out…. maybe.

  8. 8 Caitlin September 3, 2008 at 5:21 am

    Looking back, I can’t believe how much free time I had in JHS and HS. At the time, I thought life was crazy but I really had no idea. T-T

  9. 9 MrMayat September 3, 2008 at 6:38 am

    What is this school you speak of? :P

    I don’t even blog much to begin with, but I try to write some drafts at work when the boss isn’t looking. :P

    That said, I think I should upgrade myself soon. Much has happened since my graduation 5 years ago…

  10. 10 TheBigN September 3, 2008 at 9:59 am

    adaywithoutme: You don’t have to defend yourself for anything. It is what it is. :P

    RyanA: I still wonder how I actually manage to do this, though it could be better.

    Hoshi: It’s not about being smarter. It’s all about being more organized.

    mellow_bunny: It’s only taxing if you make it so.

    Hynavian: Exactly.

    Panther: Good luck with that.

    Nomad: No drama is necessary. Besides, when have I ever had drama with anyone other than myself for a long period in time? :P

    Caitlin: I have my sisters complaining about school, and I just shake my head because they don’t even know. THEY DON’T EVEN KNOW (/pseudo-Dane Cook)

    MrMayat: My hat’s off to you.

  11. 11 xephfyre September 3, 2008 at 2:52 pm

    I just got off school so I’m trying to put it out of my head now.

    It’s all about time management and perseverance and some connections here and there, of which I’m sure you at least have 2 of the above.

    Good Luck N!

  12. 12 Ruki September 3, 2008 at 4:24 pm

    Time management eh? Don’t forget to schedule a Shana praying and Aria praying session every week.

  13. 13 Yamcha September 4, 2008 at 9:31 pm

    You should be angry. Angry enough to rip a phone book in half. Let your anger grow. Mwahahahaha!

  14. 14 TheBigN September 5, 2008 at 1:57 pm

    xephfyre: Thanks.

    Ruki: Aria? Sure. Shana? Nope.

    Yamcha: There’s no need to get angry over something that I can’t control. :P

  15. 15 Maura September 6, 2008 at 2:07 pm

    I agree in some way that we are lucky, but it so doesn’t feel that way. You feel life is the same cycle over and over again for school,and then you realize that you still have two more years till you get that wonderful deploma *spelt that wrong*
    But now whenever I think of how long school is I’ll think of “Biganime @ wordpress” and think, you know I’m lucky *tho I sholdn’t be happy that your slaving away* and Biganime is right, I should enjoy the time I’ve got because hell knows how long it will last.

  16. 16 Kitsune September 11, 2008 at 12:51 pm

    How should you feel? You should feel grateful that you are fortunate enough to enter and study successfully in medical school :) Comparing yourself to other people is not a healthy practice – only compare yourself with your own high standards. While you might see that some people had a break over the entire summer, always keep in mind that there are people who work much harder than you do.

    Good luck in your studies! :)


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